a new begining

how did i get to this place? i'm so close to 30, but so far away from adulthood. i'm a corporate robot, constant travel. i'm always going, but I never get anywhere. I chase the all mighty dollar. And for what? this blog will be the story of my new begining. all the thoughts, struggles, victories and defeats that go along with figuring out what i want to do and who i want to be. it's not a midlife crisis. i'm not old enough to qualify for that. it's about a series of events that lead to mediocrity. settling for the safe path instead of seeking out my potential. i'm tired of living in fear, fear of loss. but what is there to lose that could be more important than my dignity?